meat meat / christmas mooood

you better watch out, you better not cry

santa claus is coming to town.

this song keep spinning my head right round right round.

btw finally got a new dog, named it MEAT MEAT, found it at highway :/

anyway...

few days of christmas caroling with SIC youth

sing until throat burst.

but really have fun with the ppl there.

thought i would be anti social with no mood in my face

but after influenced by the ppl there,

ended up singing along with them after hugging each other.

lol quite funny though, im the youngest among them.

yay? im cute?

There's so much video to watch so i dunno which to upload so i dint upload any

photos n videos from facebook. :)

九号十二月

9th december 2010

以前，我以为当我打喷嚏时

就是因为有人想我

我也以为他就是他了

我以为那么山八的我一定会没事的

我以为。。

我不会为任何事情流眼泪的

可是。。

最终

我还是忍不住的滴下了眼泪

慢慢地终于

大声地哭了出来

谁说哭会好点的？

我真的什么都不想做了

什么事情都不想去想了

我只是要

安心地躺在床上

睡觉吧了

没想都，

我还是哭了。。

雯琦，

我会好起来的

怎样都好

我一定会逼自己

在笑出那三八的样子的

never grow up

dunno why it's two a.m. but i really felt like i wanna post this. This song is amazing , really.. it means alot to me. Not everyone can feel it but.. i'm sorry lar sook! you more small gas lar zzz. After listening this song, i was like__ looking back to my childhood time. i really regret that i actually grow up. Being a baby, nothing to be worried or sad, just have anything you want and you can hug your mom and your dad or simply playing your teddy bear jumping up and down. it's just not the same now, they changed to something you cant see anything good left in them, no love no nothing. just your parents nothing else. I really think " why am i so unlucky to born in this family, it's like no freedom , nothing at all." i really wished to be older all the time, i'm wrong . For the first time i regret hating them, i remembered my times being kid, waiting for them to come back, footsteps, tucking me into bed and just nothing to worried bout and all the memories just flow back right into my mind. i realize how old i am, 14 and complaining about stupid fucking freedom and forgot that parents is getting older too and how much i waste my time while they are still here. and sooner i'm going to loose everything i had now, at least whats left for me now. i really don't want to grow up. i wished i never grown up..

taylor rock!

lifeless days

/omg suppppeerr boringgg now, but can't express my hyperness because no one beside me. zzz! still stuck at a 5 star jail , lifeless + boredness makes me want to suicide. but i'm too young to die!! lol, this is just a joke , it's so not funny but.. i wanna laugh!! HAHAHA .

/miss bliss and ponteng with you guys " sook, kai xin" sorry nat nat saw.

/why am i posting in points. i guess i'm too bored to do this kind of lame things. T.T

/ omg! owl city-vanilla twilight + michael jackson, akon-hold my hand is awesome!

/ OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG *frozen style HAHAHAH

/ so many awesome songs that i don't know which to choose. haiz. heartbreak cuz.. i deleted all taylor swift's songs from my mixpod. :(

/ so awesome that i wanna type the lyrics out. hehe

Vanilla twilight

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night tu/rn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because when I think of you
I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here

/ history of this song is.

the owl city guy is doing a song for her girl friend,

but before he done doing that song.

on a night when they went to some where

a car accident happened,

and sadly his girl friend died.

then he thought of this song he was doing.

then finally he named this song Vanilla because his gf name is Walla.

its a true story, from fans commenting at youtube. :)

wake me up when september ends

boring!!looking forward to THE OUTING. lmao.

organized by_______ the ANT hahaha

happy birthday fatty sister

Its 3 o clock++ , and today is my sister's birthday.

i folded a box of stars with a book of magazine.

then my fingers feel pain. LOL

being me is act before you think , not think before you act.

this makes you true , bad yet good , one-face.

think before you act makes you a bitch + acting cute + 2 or more face + fake , like what people said:

faking don't last long. :)

having good mood makes me smile more today.

hope tonight's party will be awesome.

wish my sister a very very sweet and happy 6 years old!

reminds me of myself when i was little. hah! xP

fat right?? :)

all about you nut nuts sot! :)

after waiting for "1 year" in this freaking hot day in hometown-ipoh, it finally rained. yeah, i', currently eating a dark chocalate which is so small that i just took 3 seconds to swallow it, what a waste!


hey you!! yeah you!
big eyes! i wanna tell you something :
Are you THE girl with a FREAKING BIG ASS + FREAKING BIG EYES + FREAKING BIG BRAIN + FREAKING BIG ENGLISH is or shall i say "are" my friend, is your name NATASHA ALIA BIG SAW and you prefers nat nat saw which is a tut name for you. unlike mine ah kang. simply better or even cuter then your :P

Nope i'm not joking.i should not put :P this though because it is so TRUE.well if you guys curious of her looks,well i guess i post some of her UNIQUE EYES OR perhaps BIG eyes photos. TAKE THIS KRITIK NAT!

1. omg! i think i'm going to die not because of world war 3 .
omg! stop acting cute. i know you're pretty but please don't act cute okay??
*its a praise* muahaha!

2. THIS IS SERIOUSLY EWW. YOU'RE NOT HOT AT ALL. EWW! WHY YOU PUT YOUR HAND UP? IS IT IF YOU LOVE SOMEBODY PUTYOUR HANDS UP? HAHA. ADAM LAMBERT. xD muahahah!


3. is it that you never go shopping before of you never seen models before.or..you re trying to BE a model? omg. vomit blood + water + what i ate ytd.muahaha!

4. you can see clearly here your own freaking big eyes. xD muahaha!

how about your fans?? nut nut? paramore or LADY GAGA? haha :P
okay okay, i edited because just realize how insulting this is thanks to sook3 .hard feeling nuts? because accept the fact haha. like what you told me. hahahahaahhah ! babe~ hahaaha

"love",

michelle kang

*screw the title*

If there's a magician came to my house and gave me 3 wishes.
i would wish for these

1. i wish that i have a better father

2. i wish that my grand ma was not my grand ma, she is my mom( i love my mom alot more than i love you! yea you!jk XD )

3. i hope i was older. older enough to take me grandma and myself away form this freaking hell. well, worse then hell.

maybe meeting you or being born in this "hell" is my destiny.
haiz. :(

:(

i realize how often i cry nowadays.

:(

Why everything is happening??

叛逆的我

这次的部落格，我用华语因为我觉得很酷。
咳， 最近真的很痛苦
我想我因该到了人生叛逆的时候了， 真希望这段叛逆的时候会快点过，我真的不懂要做什么了
在家里的时候，通常有父母的存在时我都会躲在厕所。

我觉得在人生已没意义了。
很想不再生存下去，我知道这种想法很笨， 不过在家里真得很痛苦。
所以我很想做一些很叛逆的事情，吸烟？*x) joking*
一些能让自己轻松的事情。
不过，想到一些还在意我的人， 还爱我的人， 和天主（我们的身体就是天主的身体，要爱护它像爱天主一样）。
我就不再想这些 吸烟这些笨的想法了。
离家出走？
并不是那么得容易， 我想过了
这样的年纪出做工，最多只是3百而已，难道要住别人的家吗？
还有一个很爱我的婆婆呢？
也许去做工可以吧？
常常他们都拿以后不卖我东西， 给零用钱的借口来威胁我
那以后我就去做工，用自己的钱，买什么都可以。
然后迟点再租一间房， 在别的地方住。
但这样要问过他们吧？你觉得可能吗？

为由可以做的事情就是躲在房里，等待上课的到来。
没想到躲在房里也要被骂。
我永远都是最霸俾的啦， 我永远是在你们心中最坏的孩子。
竟然现在你们尽和我说要离开这里。
那我还剩什么值得开心的？

guys.

love is sometimes a mess and heaven..
guys is hard to pleased
they are like babies
babies are cute but they aren't
babies have smells but they don't have either
babies hugs you for no reasons they hugs you for REASONS
LOL..
but there is one thing good about them
you need them when you have problems.
well or i can say need him?

migrate isn'y fun
though ipoh is fresh, no traffic jams, have dogs, not crowded
,nice foods, cheap things, awesome bungalow

and you can see cows in the middle of the road
or
you can lie on the grass and look at the sky
but ..
there will lots of things to miss ..

CALVIN, SOOK , NAT, MEL, YIK, AXEL? , 2G, CIK WAN, OTHERS FRIENDS , XI LIANG
well they cant survive without me! xD
right guys??

LOA

i hate it when im not having all the attention ..

LOA..

I realize how awesome MIRANDA COSGROVE is!

felt like buying her album-SPARKSFLY

another songs of hers- raining sunshine, disgusting, party girl and ADORED!

of course selema gomez is awesome too!

naturally!^^

not going to type the lyrics..lazy!

sparksfly

i hate it when im not having all the attention ..

LOA..

I realize how awesome MIRANDA COSGROVE is!

felt like buying her album-SPARKSFLY

another songs of hers- raining sunshine, disgusting, party girl and ADORED!

ish..

enrollment day, farewell, and ecorangers.

haiz..

it really felt awkward..

though were feeling sad and gonna miss that apl pose.

but well..

in the same time, felt so happy that im going to say good bye to___

coming 7.10 am in the morning,

pumping more than 10 in that particular day,

calling the members,

being scold and remembered that i squad down..(wtf)

lol..

wuh!!

free~

im not afraid

yesterday i actually miss one thing in the partner thingy.

me and khai liang

i dun care what you all say

what ewww

what disgusting

what ooh..his the one that what wat wat.

i know!

whatever kay.

bullshit!

now im gonna say out loud ..

i not scared of what you all say.

whatever things you said.

me and CALVIN CHEE KHAI LIANG!.

continue saying whatever you wanna bullshit.

yes.sometimes im allergic to bullshits.

but not now.

arrghh.fk you.

buddies

saturday again.

with classes.

thats the only reason i dun like saturdays..

now realized i had quite a number of friends and gangs

gangs

awesome ones: me and liang

crazy ones: me, saw, sook, fatty acid

kiddo ones: me, ju bhin, ashley, liang, zi ying, mindy, yin yuan, bi jun, yee qi, chew jean,

partner

cool ones: me and liang

rajin librarian ones: yong sinyik

serious ones: me and jacquelin(pl)

hot ones: me and saw

cold ones: sook

love pro boy: axel lee

fat ones: mellisa chan

expansive ones: saw and me

gossips girls: me and liang

hidden ones: me and liang

crazy ones: sook and saw

love pro girl: mel chan

love suck ones: sook

miranda cosgrove

Its saturday again.

what a boring day with families at home

trying to hide in room to avoid any argue you know.

and suddenly felt like hugging my giraffe!

and suddenly felt like finding this song too

its actually type by my own

i like this song so much!

and i realize that the singer is Miranda Cosgove who acted at icarly!

I guess i have one more idol!=P

=D Enjoy singing!

Sparksfly

Its like electricity

I might die if i forget how to breathe

You get it closer and theres no where

in this world i rather be.

Times stops

like everthing around me

Its frozen

and nothing matters but these

few moments

when you opened my mind to things i never seen.

ci ji liao!

*chorus

When i'm kissing you

my senses come alive

almost like the puzzle pieces i/ve been trying to find

Falls right into places

youre all that it takes

My doubts fade away when im kissing you.

When im kissing you

Its all starts making sense

and all the question i've been asking in my head

like are you the one

should i really trust

crystal clears it becomes

When i'm kissing you

Pass loves

they never got really far

walls up

make sure i guarded my heart

and i promise i wouldnt do this

till i know its right for me.

No one

no guy i ever met before

could make me

feel so right and secure

And have you noticed

i lose my focus

and the world around me dissapear

ci ji liao!

repeat *chorus

I'VE NEVER FELT ANYTHING LIKE THIS

IT MAKES ME OPEN UP

NO POINT EVEN TRYING TO FIGHT THIS

ITS KINDA FEELS LIKE ITS LOVE

ci ji again!

repeat chorus!

THE END

LOL

damn it!emo..

all i can say :-(

btw jin hao very handsome!

kang signing off!

random

its been so long..alot activities going on but i din't upload anything,

i guess im just busy!camp fire night, pre-sale, carnival and AGM...

arghh!!All these things will really make me fail in my exam..

plus, my mission NERD not even half sucess, i promise me will study at six..

but the first day, i woke at 9, second day 8, third day 7,

others fail to wake up, fourth day 8...arghh!

when can I sucess my NERD mission,

i guess its just mission impossible for me..

haha_XD

And my mom will never see me being a NERD lo,

and yet report card not even seened by her,

and she losing patient for it!!arghh!!stress!!

Kokurikulum can loose stress?..

Who said that?!scouts.??exam coming!

my mom also told me that if my result is bad,

she will have to bend a kokurikulum from me..

because she said that i have too much activities..

i was like____ LIKE WHAT?!ALL ALSO ONCE A YEAR ONLY MA

she said: like karnival this saturday, camp fire night, librarian trip,

AGM, scouts camp and so on!

arghh!!still figuring out which one to bend, maybe olahraga..

but its only not going to make any difference anyway because i already bend it..

Cant imagine what going to happened next year when i join leo club.

really hope that i can inprove my result in next exam.

someone once told me that who said you cant sucess?

you never tried before..how you know?

and its still not late for you to start working hard..

i guess its true, so i must work harder,

hope that mom will forget about the report card thingy,

until next exam i get better result only let her see?..perhaps she wont be so angry..

by the way..the someone is pn lau from zhou ji!

off to study!

lame

eeerr..eerrhmm..boring day!

recess-in, me and natasha as usual cant eat finish before the bell rang!=D

as usual also , kena catch by peangawas again lo!

finally wasted the justea haiz. natasha wasted the slurpee!

as usual again!i bought appollo!

then suddely school was really full of suprises.

as usual , the teacher gave the mic to pn lau!

then as usual , she said "luruskan barisan!"

then as usual , i don't care la!

then as not usual , pn lau suddenly called pengawas to check our pockets.

see whether if there is food in it..

and so on..rampas it la..and!!

I LOST MY APPOLLO!!

yor~~hate it weh~

i want give it to my sister wan.because i promise her to give her

because she get 10/10 for speling..

but ..but..but..sure aten by pn lau..

then finally i go buy again..

but also finally i cant stand the temptation.

so i ate it!

conclusion : boring day!

HHHYYYPPEERR!!

YIPPEE!!

tired but after a nap!!KANG is back!!hyper now!

woohoo~yay!!

facebook!!got a guy very handsome says that he know me!!

wow!!lol..but i cant remember him lo!!

his name is bernard by the way!!=D

anyway he is just handsome!!haha..xD

by the way!!thanks to calvin chee who bought taylor swift album for me!

nice !!but still inside the bag that i left..which were at pn tan's house!

scary..scared pn tan steal something!!haha.

because she said that she know my money got rm 100!!

lol!!oh yup!also thanks to sue teng who helps buy it!

just thanks everyone for wishing bday!!

genting!

CAMP

17.6.2010

first day

reach school, wondering why my bag so big, saw friends , fill form , mellisa sick..

bus , sit with siew yi , mellisa embarassed (haha , drop the chair to the 2 form 6 guys behind twice!) , reach , rest , talk , roll call = united . united . united , go one team! , team name = one team , games , hotel management (boring!) , water! , 2nd winner! , barbeque , sleep , dint sleep , yam cha , ghost stories , finish yam cha(1++) , chat (sinyik) , slept two hours(2-4)!

oh yea!!and then there was my bday..almost forgotted..but reminded by hui xian!lol..

sing songs ..=.=" embarassed!haha

second day

breakfast , treasure hunt , shopping , capucinno , rest , not well (cuz of capucinno) , talk , eat , not eating , games , stil play though feeling like vomiting , (lol.i forget de..simply write) , good leader , city , jail (haha) , group photo , closing ceremony , shocked , cheers from fans (certificate) , sleep , yam cha (pn wong belanja) , loong kuan (count down bday) , sleep (1++) , sing songs , annoying me , sleep , lights !ar!!cant sleep , a bed (with hui xian , sinyik and me) , cozy!

third day

woke up , first wan to wake up , packing , still sleepy , last one to brush and change , breakfast , bus , bag packs in bus , cable car, emo, pn tan wants ss , reach , theme park = spinner , train something , ghost house (mini car wan) , flying coaster , roller coaster , bumper car ! , eat , snow world! (damn fun) , cable car , shouted noob , heared florence , reach , bus , chipster , sleep , tired , a choo! twice , sleep back , reach school , wait , dad come , car , bye , home , left my bag , called pn tan , she checked my money , lol , luckily , thanks to pn tan!..then blog , guitar , eat , sleep!

lol!!fun!!..99 notification lo..

all bday bday bday ! lol!!

had great day..me sometimes emo , sometimes high..

emoness

never say never

NOT TAYLOR SWIFT ANYMORE..

BUT JUSTIN BIEBER..

AND ALSO JADEN SMITH!

one more day to go!

yeah!!.one more day to Genting trip!

i promise myself that i go for cfn preparation yesterday and today but i did not..

maybe i'm too excited about the camp..

just about to pack finish..

a tooth brush . tooth pick . a set of sleeping "suit' . two sets of normal "suit" . hello kitty pillow . phone . contact lens case . charger . towel . dove shampu . baby bath . torch light . watch .thats all..

really hope i can bring guitar though..after all i finally know how to play a song..seriously addicted to it!!Anyway i really looking forward to this camp , its my first library camp after all..

Kay..thats all for today's blog and i hope you all can tell me whether my English is wrong or something because i really want to improve my English .

bye bye!off to eat maggi mee!yummy yummy~~

p/s: SinYik , remember to BRING HOT CUP! =p

random ^^

"give me back my computer!!give me back my computer!!"

lol....by me to my mommy an hour ago..

She just snatch it from me after peeking to see what i posting..

she just doesn't know what is privacy..

but i forgive her though..after an hour of waiting ..

just saw yee pei's blog..and thought it was nice..

then suddenly...i realize that my english is QUITE bad..

thats why im here^^..to improve my english thats all..

and im also in ACE also to improve my english..

AND ALSO__i decided not to use broken english..

it really suckss..i want to be a malaysian-american ..

till now---

its holiday!few more days to school days ..

im hoping to see that day comes!

i really miss my school friends and teachers and all..

not forgeting home work...i still have a holiday package to do!

wow!!..and i promise myself to be a nerd from now on__

because every subject is getting worse...from B to C,D

HAIZ...felt dissapointed..but i will get better result ..

by blogging..nerd style and also i will wake up every morning-5.oo a.m.

to study..because once a teacher told me that studying in the morning is very good..

so i decided to follow it..are you with me, sook hwa . natasha . wen qi in KEDAH?!

fuh~~its 10++p.m. suddenly thought of the librarian camp on17th june..

really excited for it!but still ....

i really hoped that i had a new phone and guitar..

my phone just suck!..a mother's phone ..cant even find it in the muzium..

really embarassed when i brought it to the trip...

but..haiz..fine..=.=''..

holiday trip!!

holiday one-day trip!

wuh!!

though short but fun!

check it out!

one...

two..

three!!

yay!

james's mother's sister's daughter

which means james's brother's cousin..

her name is joyce..

damn cute..

btw.. she is singing!!

and bfore that..

guess what she said infront of the mike..

she said da bian(shit)

haha

cute~

cant upload other photoes..

haiz..

for more..

search for MICHELLE KANG in FACEBOOK!

=D

PS to *somebody* : james's family got come...

his bro damn cute..

james's mother's sister's family also got come..

which means james's small cousin's family..

lol..haha..just joking around..

valentine day

taylor lautner!!

Anne Hathaway...haha damn funny

emma roberts..pretty!!

Jessica Biel..sweet!!

Julia Roberts!!

taylor swift!!..shockin character!~~Felicia

DIRECTOR!

valentine's day..

miss it so much!

byebye!!

taylor swift

O-M-G

O-M-G

O-M-G

!!!!
ITS TAYLOR SWIFT!!!!!

SHE ROX!!

anyway..

this is my last post..

lazy de..

and lastly...

what i want to tell is..

HOLIDAY HERE I COME!!~~