2012

WOOOHOOOOOOOO ! not.

i'm right now in house, playing tetris without any battery, and listening to heart broken songs.

this is the first time ever, i had countdown like this.

oohh. and i kept on looking at a spoiled clock (either earlier fifteen minutes or later)

alright, i guess this shall be a random post.

# FOREVER ALONE huh?

i'm so gonna miss 2011, things that happened, friend i met, camps i went, attitudes i changed.

it's quite a tough year With pmr

and of course With some other heart breaking things that happened

sigh.

it's been two years

Hopefully starting from the next few hours it would be not that tough life for me

er yea, i think so , or perhaps hope so.

Peoples come and go, time will never stop and we must never stop

haaaaihss

bye 2011, so gonna miss you

sigh.

According to the spoiled clock above me,

the time right now is 12.00 am

here i come 1st of january 2012

finally unemployed

oh hell yeah, right now is morning.

and i actually have the time to post this!

and also clean the house, cook for myself!

because.. I'm finally unemployed!

but just wanted to use this post to introduce some of the important peoples that inspires me during this working holiday

okay ,

there's 3 bosses

1) James - the one that was in the office most of the time

a short chinese smoker

and someone who seems like he's never been serious but turns out he's so fierce cursing here cursing there

2) Alex - a tall indian,

friendly but don't see him much

3) Mr. Wong - biggest boss but super humble.

a shy chinese

and of course, he's a scout!

boss-to-be (manager)

1) Jo lyn - the one who fetch us to work everyday

determined, tough and kind

an ex troop leader of pandu puteri of seafield before the year of kok wai?!

legendary.

2) Cham - chinese smoker

china pet with weird english

don't talk much, botak hair

Designer

1) Izzat - a malay guy that sits infront of me

funny and lame (say jokes all the time)

totally weird guy but inspires me

he tried really hard to prove that he can do it

2) Zarith - a malay girl that have a weird laughter

chubby and cute

inspires me too

her potential is not that strong but she totally put all her hardwork in making it done

3) Kak Farah - young and pretty and have a boy friend

never throws temper

good sense in fashion

took care of us all

4) Varun - a seriuos funy bollywood star . NOT

dance randomly and claims himself "Elvis presley"

probably the joker in the company

but knows when to be seriuos.

finally..

how can i forget this one.

KAK NINA - a racist bossy two faced bitch

lowest rank , never get to join in the meeting

a woman not girl (have experience?)

fetch those bangladesh peoples to work, buy food for us

finally apologize infront of everyone at the last day

lastly.

i wanna touch up with some of my feelings.

this company may looked like it's ugly from the outside but,

it's not ;)

abimagebuilder, you're weirdly awesome

jealousy kills

Mad happens when injustice happens

Jealousy happens when comparision happens

sometimes when we feel jealous

we need to stop and think.. about what we have

and not what we don't have.

But not all people can do this, even myself.

so that's when this two little big word "jealousy kills" was invented.

ex: omg, i have a pimple.

haihs, look at her she have no pimples.

wait.. look at the others, they have so many pimples.

Sometimes we need to twist things around and search for the things we have right now.

and not the things we don't

There MUST be something you have and the others don't have..

think positively so that.

you! yes you.

can remember what you have right now and what the others don't have about you ;)

easy to write a blog, easy to say it but its not thaat easy for me to do it.

p/s: jealousy does kills, but one day . one day i shall have my own studio u sucker ;P

13.12.11

Happy Birthday Taylor Allison Swift!

Keep inspiring!

sincerely from a fan among billions millions of em,

Michelle Kang a.k.a MK

season of breakups?

Many couples are splitting up these days.

i wonder why?

and it's girls asking for it! not guys?

weird.

i thought that everyone of em are immature, not loyal and just want sex and the woman's body?

hmm.. i guess some girls act like this too.

Now i realized that there's good guys out there too, being loyal and not just thinking of giving everything out for their girlfriend or ex.

it's not how much you love her, it's how long you love her.

it's not about how much you want to sacrifice for her, it's about how long you can care for her.

No matter you're guy or girl but everytime whenever you wanted to couple or date with someone, always ask yourself whether will you love him/her forever. not just how much you want him/her then only say yes.

Don't go " sorry babe, i need to tell you something, Can we break? i don't wanna lie to you anymore that i love you, cause i don't"

some guy thought this "act" is really what you called it? wei da? cause you don't wanna lie to him/her but it's not.

you should think properly whether will you love her forever first instead of not asking yourself that and just ask for couple cause you love her too much and want her too much and then got bored and dump her.

but these few couples that had break up definitely made me know that not every guy like that, some's not. while some girls are like that.

tsk tsk. shame on you immature player. disgrace of girls. *nods head

to those couples experiencing this "season of breaking up" , i've got one quote for you.

"Lust is easy. Love is hard. Life is most important" ;)

parental issues

oh gosh this few days, i only discover something.
my bro is thaaaat immature.
i always thought that he's the mature wan but turns out im wrong.
I'm felt like i'm so dissapointing though.
the person i thought is the most mature person ever turns out he's so not ;(
i some more set him as a role model of me growing up to be like him, matured.

during a period of time i thought that i'm the problem in my family.
a friend once told me that time that every family has someone that causing problem
then i used to thought it was me, so i started changing myself
changing the point of view, and see myself through others position.
this is how i changed to a better person, i even pray every day

" lord, help me to be a better person"

since then, i got better.
ever when it's not my fault, i will try to think and find small little things that i did wrong.
but usually, majority-ly it's not me.
and i realized that the problem it's not me anymore.
you see, it's my dad.

yea i've got a big family, and my dad is the one causing problem
im not saying this as a kid or what.
but i've been thinking alot, my dad is a really ego, selfish, immature man.
he never listens to others in the family
but we can't do anything, we can't change him at all.
you see he seriously never listens to anyone.
im starting to think my bro getting more similar to

him nowadays.

but my mom, she's a little bit guai lan, but she's okay.
i used to hate her in my teenager period but now.
i see her differently and realized she's so awesome
once, my dad say im bossy and im the biggest in family
then she helped me by saying " no.. someone else is bigger"

from that moment on wards, i felt like i love my mom so muchie.

she's so awesome and she always help me when my dad don't

but this is not the point.

as i got matured, i realize there's others out there having even difficult moment dealing with parenting issues.

i realize that i'm quite a lucky kid

but no matter how much i hate my dad sometimes

i stop by and tell myself " he's still your dad"

and i will act like a matured adult and stop hating him.

as the quotes goes,

and then,

a kelly clarkson's song will automatically sings in my mind.

i spread my wings, and i learn how to fly

i'll never forget all the ones that i love,

make a wish, take a change and breakaway.

fuh, i had grow from here to there.

speaking of this, i really need to special thanks to someone

without him, i wouldn't be what i am right now. ;))

cheers

"if parents never get hated by their own children means they don't care about them"

quoted by tk.

hate to say goodbye

i cried for guys, i cried for womans, i cried for things about to happened, i cried for family, i cried for accidents, i cried for parents.

but i never tried crying for dogs..

I'm gonna miss you meatmeat. :'(

Hope you gonna live well by yourself by the lake side. and don't bother them. They're just some douche bags. So they found another better dog and they gather around it when they first saw him. Now you're going away, they sending you away and they gather you around just to see you for the last time? Fuck them aite.

i promise, one day i will bring you back. and they're absolutely not worth it for you to be sad. They just don't bother about peoples feelings, they just like some other guys that you know. yea i admit they do everything that they can to get the girl? then after they got the girl they got bored. and found another girl? and infront of the girl they try to make the first one jealous then find a way to dump her. even if you're dog you have feelings too right. :d

This is what the majority guys do. these category of guys is just plain douche bags. They move on so quickly.

But i'm not like them, i always miss you meatmeat and to be honest i just hate the better dog that are about to replace you? so what if it's a free golden retriever? Surely one day they found another dog even better than the golden retriever and try to get rid of it again.

bye meatmeat, one day when i'm older enough. I find you back and take you back home. in my home. because no matter how naughty you are, i won't dump you. Peoples don't dump their kids because they're naughty. dogs are also the same, they even have more feelings than humans. Sorry for my families meat, may faith bring us back

The Reality

Many things happened to me recently. Seems like time is really passing so fast.

Back then i remembered i'm just some kid having their most enjoyable moment in primary school and then graduate, then a little girl who have no dreams, no motivation, no nothing. Just some normal immature kid that wanted to grow up and have their own house, boyfriend and stuffs. Yea some bitch that thought they're very pretty. After some storms and thunders, turns to someone with dreams, with motivation. Someone with passion, attitude and life. I'm no more lifeless, i'm no more a kid, i'm someone, someone that trying to live her life to the fullest

Yet.

things are still happening. Seems like God is still testing me, sort off still putting me in His test.

Now that i'm mature, now that i can think, things are still happening. it will never stop. but i'm still moving on. i'll just cry and get over it, like some other adult because time never stops and wait for you.

"race with the time" said the jurulatih in the camp i went.

I guess i really miss my childhood so much and suddenly realized how minor the problem is back then when i was still some kid. I regret so much that i didn't enjoy my moment when i was a kid. I shouldn't had acted like an adult when i'm not. Now it's too late.

I just hate it right now.

i just wanted to go back to my childhood and watch hannah montana, and dance like it's nobody business. It's just so fun, and full of energy when i was young. and most importantly is that i'm completely problem-less. The wrong doings i do won't cause many problems.

but now?

doing something wrongly, just a bit. You just get the scoldings. and no one will ever listen to you anymore. Things you said is just too mature for a real adult to listen to you and accept what you said cause all they think is "you're just another kid"

No matter how hard i tried, how hard i prayed, how hard i perfect myself, how hard i think and reflects what i did and try to stay perfect, how hard i satisfied you. it's just seems uselesss. Is it that i'm such a worse human? so i'm just not perfect enough?

All that matters is that you're right and i'm wrong. All that matter is that everything i do must be right to you. but still no matter what i'm still trying that hard.

I don't give a damn anymore, i don't want to care anymore. I just follow everything you said cause i have set myself an aim, a target. and One day. One day i will prove to you that, i'm successful. That me too, is not a kid.

It's just so much different here in the real world. This is not some movie, this is reality and reality sucks

so sometimes i choose not to believe in it

Once, it made me felt like not everything is possible and stuffs but now i know that that's not true. Anything can happen as long as you choose not to believe in reality.

Except for love. lol. love is way more complicated, yes means yes, no means no. so when peoples say "come on, get back to reality, she don't love you" mean she really don't love you. When it comes to love, yesh you have to get back to reality

This is quite a long post. the longest i ever post? haha, if you have read this far. means you either is a stalker, a best friend or just someone that thinks my post is meaningful. hmm.. ;)

few hours before 11/11/11

It's finally over

yesh world end is going to come

goodbye form 2 life

oops. i actually wrote form 2?!

woah, times pass

shooo..

Anyone wants to partaaay?

dancing till the world end?

so when is it exactly world end day/doomsday?

is it..



or is it..



Ooor ..



Nope. No one knows.

only God knows

but all I know is.
Life Goes On!
Com'on people! enjoy it while you still can
For me, its just ridiculous.
I'm too young to die anyway
i still have unarchieved dreams waiting to be "come true"
dreams do come true after all
isn't it? Stop worrying and live you life to the fullest! :)

time passes fast,

just like . light.

reminds me of Life Brief Candle

To my dearest form-4 gonna be friends

Prepare yourself for everything that's gonna happen

soon.

sixteen years old is not that easy to be

Don't simply waste it

because it happen just once in a lifetime ;)

Happy sweet sixteen (gonna be) guys!

We've grow up!

at least i had, hopefully i'm gonna find a job

and gonna be taller next year

160 cm come to moma! :B

Toughest camp

What else can i say more about this state camp

yup, though the majority is malays

but i totally had alot alot of effing fun

this is like the best camp i ever went

better yet, the true / real camp i ever went

the toughest camp i ever went

leeches, periods, dirtyness, bugs and stuffs doesn't even matter anymore

because all you care about is to sleep and to feel warm

cause it's really freaking cold, your body is always wet

This is what i call "camping"

This Is Some Moments i will always cherish.

Totally worth it!

Advice

i know this blog suppose to be something about me but i just can't stand these bunch of girls man. i mean, these girls.. these immature girls. -.- gah, how to begin? these girls just constantly/frequently posting some emo things about love, how much they need guys, issue they and their boyfriend having and some true quotes.

It's totally not wrong. but it just annoys me! these status / quotes just making yourself desperate for love. And these girls.. they usually are those girls that you know? edit their own pictures? once again i had to say, it's none of my business and it's also not wrong. but it totally disgust me, i mean i don't blame you for being ugly. Infact.. you're not even ugly, no one's ugly. God created us all based on his looks. If i'm pretty, you're pretty :))

Besides, it's not the looks that define who you are but your heart. so why can't you just be yourself instead of editing your picture? no offense but you girls seriously made me had goosebumps when i see your real face in life. it's like totally different.

Maybe.. maybe some of you girls just want to attract attention. the problem is This Is Not The Way You Get Attention. I tell you what, i give you my guitar and teach you some songs. You take that guitar go on stage and perform. This Is The Way You Get Attention.

or, maybe.. maybe you're really frigging sad? It's okay to post once or twice, maybe you broke up with your boy friend? but posting it for like more than 5 times a day? That means you either are really lifeless or you really are toooooo desperate for love -.- (sorry)

Ugh, i know i know i'm mean. but it's true right? i don't know if any of you (who are in this category of girls) are looking at this but i hope some of you are. It's never too late for you to change? and i don't mean to hurt, it just some fact that no one dares to say. and Don't get me wrong, i don't hate you, i just dislike you.

just abit.

really.

and pls stop it.

stop finding those quotes, it just make you feel more desperate and desperate.

sincerely by someone whose matured (literally?)

peace :) ---->> :/

expect the unexpected

once again, things that i'm so looking forward to do will not come true. "expect the unexpected", a word i learned from joti camp. Yea, The only thing that i look forward and passionate about will not come true. form 4,5 year is definitely a thing you can't miss especially when you're a scouts that have potential to become a council and you're a patrol leader in a remeja's patrol. no i'm not joking but now its already the fact that i'm going to miss every bit of this and now i got to start a brand new life in some other place. Please don't ask me why and when because me myself still haven't yet accept this fact, it's just soon, really soon ..

i hate this but what else i can do

yea thats life. i just got to stop thinking about stupid and unrealistic stuffs and start thinking realistically, not everything is possible.

bastard

My brother is such a bastard

Never ever met some guy as bastard as him.

Like seriously.

Freaking lifeless selfish two-faced bastard

He thinks he's right in everything, he's pro in everything

well waay not.

causeheisjustsomepatheticselfishbastardtuttingsuckdisgustingoldclassicbastardthatsingsterribly.

argh i can't stand his attitude anymooooooorrreeeeeeeeee.

hjkdfkjhoqu40ufioua90we9q3v hfioo&^*&$^#&)(*#)#!@$$#%

Oh gosh!

good life

I'm Heather Janssen and I think that being influenced and inspired by others is a beautiful thing. I'm seventeen now, and I've learned more about myself from others, than I ever could by myself. I think that faith is a wonderful thing, confidence comes from knowing everything willl be okay, and I like beaches and warm air. Could do without the snow here in Canada. Life's an endless adventure if you make it one, and I find peace in documenting every exciting and hurtful moment! Why be alive if you can't do things you're passionate about?

Relationships can be stupid. Best friends can surprise you. And on the most important day, everything possible can go wrong. But life still goes on, and you just have to move on with it. Thats how you find out who you are.

:) okay, i'm Michelle Kang here. lol, the girl above is a singer (obviuosly). After seeing what she said, the way she sing, songs she wrote, i can say that i almost fell in love with her (if i'm a guy). Being inspired by others is a beautiful thing and inspiring others is also a beautiful thing and she totally inspires me. feels like writing a song about what she said, though there's an exam coming tommorow so i guess i'll do it later. oh well life goes on.

time does fly

XX Cant believe it's over.

yes, farewell party is officially over.

what can i say more?

i'm totally proud and enjoy being a scout

This just got me more in love with it

1 owh 4 <3

XX Anyways, did i really grow up?

everyone is saying or calling me to grow up

wow, i think the pimples is some kind of proof

thanks alot puberty.

XX and.. now i'm speechless

holding this breath and i'm just breathless

i never thought that i catch this scout bug again.

XX i still dont get why would someone emo

when they cant do anything about it

isn't it unworth it to lose that scouts spirit just because

you din't get a post?

XX Glad i didn't did the same

and look at me now?

I've got the red thingy badge eh

simply nicer than the green one eh?

p/s: everyday i'm shuffling

THIS IS IT dejavu yo

DEJAVUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU?

woooooooooooooootss yooo.

Anyways i realized there's too little photos in my blog so i decided to upload some.

hmm.. where to begin?

1) champion Again at sports day

2) Cameron during hols,

the unforgettable weather

3) Outdoor Camp(Y)

and lastly.....

Sekky Sek!

DEJAVUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

rough day today

Yeah i had a rough rough rough day today

because Some people just don't know when to stop,

they just tut and tut and tut

so others would know that she is very awesome

well guess what? you're just another girl who are trying to have attention.

in another word, you're LOA -ing

i hate to say this but...

you just look like another bitch to me.

and don't get over the limit

volcano also have their point of burst

One day i would just stop all these nonsense by slapping you in your face In The public

you like that huh?

but thrust me ,

i'm Michelle Kang i can do anything >:)

it's friday, friday

winks*

papers papers papers, exam exam exam, results results results.

stuck on my head.

pfft i'm gonna fail my maths i guess :/

I really Suck at maths.

and i'm stupid but guess what?

at least i don't COPY.

Sometimes i just don't understand why people wanna copy when they are smart.

They are just so excited in copying each other's paper Not just answers

you thought what? very yeng ar?

Was doing a paper another day, CHINESE

i had not enough time doing it because i stopped on a page

an article about "chen gong"

Its from li bai and one sentences caught me staring and thinking.

" wo men de sheng huo yao you te zhu, zhai jing shen shang yao you zhi ji de te zhen, zhe yang chai hui you du te de chen ji"

which means, in life we should have our own special charateristics, we must have our own style in our semangat? then we could have our own unique results.

Yeah, chinese is great.

I feel so proud to be a nerd chinese student now

p/s: Dear friend, I really feel pity and dissapointed with you and i wanna tell you that, you're just no difference with them. I hope you change one day. haih

sincerely from your true friend.

My ambition :B

I never had a dream before neither do ambition. thats why i think exam or PMR or all those studies are for and i really have no idea what i wanna do when i grow up. If i really have no aiming maybe i'll be an entertainer my studies aren't very good after all, perhaps singer or actress :B lets just say i'll go with the flow.

But. i can't just aim on that, because speaking honestly i think my acting and singing aren't exactly very good heh but there's nothing else i can do. No other talent .__. i just feel like i enjoyed entertaining people. hmmm

okay, when i grow up i wanna be like Taylor Swift singing songs that are very true, No no no. i wanna be like Justin Bieber, making everyone Fever me. maybe they have something called (kang fever) haha. No way im just joking, i wanna be like Arvil Lavigne! She's just too awesome.

Actually i don't really like her because of the song (girlfriend) now i super like her because of the video (complicated) .http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5NPBIwQyPWE She's pretty, punk, rock someone like Julia Sheer (Y) . Okay i'm dreaming now.. owh! at least i have dream now ;P

eh wait, what if i can't be like them? o.O erhmm maybe i just be some other normal ordinary woman with same old bored day everyday. okay, i'll just go with the flow.. :X i'm still going to take pure science! incase i can't have my dream come true haha

Im a busy human

i feel like dying!

calender filled with words until cannot see the date already

my grandma says i'm too overly sporting and nuts.

u think u're busier then me? well think again.

i have

church compulsory camp which my mom forced me to go. 17th to 19th May

scouts outdoor camp 18th to 19th May

17th june campfire night

31th may to 2nd June

29th April to 2nd may training camp for church youth committee they specially chose

sports day 30th April

not mentioning camp fire night preparation, carnival day, 2nd and 3rd training camp for youth committee, youth rally camp, and others maybe.. librarian AGM, PMR.

my concience says i have to quit one of it.. DEFINITELY NOT SCOUTS.

Im fcking perfect :/

I understand now.

true friends are people who thrust you and and u realized that they are true friends because they know u truly. Some just choose not to thrust you. so maybe if you are looking, oh well if since i'm a bitch, two faced, back stabber, perasaan, noob, sucker, idiot, fucking girl to you or anything else can u even garuantee u never do these kind of things? you're not fucking perfect. Fine then take me that way, i live for myself not for you

Its the climb

awkward awkward awkward awkward awkward and awkward

but I ..

got to be strong

Just keep pushing on, cause

there's always gonna be another mountain

i'm always gonna wanna make it move

there's always gonna be an uphill battle

sometimes i'm gonna have to lose

ain't about how fast i get there

ain't about what's waiting on the other side

motivation oh motivation,

stop this bullshit and bring me down.

because i dislike Lazzy.

***

what the hell? not again.

i don't need someone to called me an ego or bitch-person

because i'm not.

i understand the feeling of being hurt by someone u love

and i took a longer time to understand this

duan tong bu ru chang tong

it means short pain better than long pain?

well i don't really know how to explain this

but i seriously understand this now.

so i din't mean it okay?

because .. duan tong bu ru chang tong

so don't come and simply say that i'm an ego, lanci, action or what so ever bitch.

YOU DON'T KNOW ME so know me first before u judge me

i seriously seriuosly understand how it feels like

u know. being hurt by someone?

but this is life,

duan tong bu ru chang tong.

P/S : i realize i've been posting alot lately.. yeah i'm really "free", i don't have anything to do u know except kerja khusus, projects, PMR studies. okay okay, i'm gonna stop this___byeee

fucked up

... haaih

chinese hw + PMR + LOA kids + school + my height + jealousy +

made me feel like suiciding.

now what?

love? Fuck

i really miss the feelings of being comfort by someone,

anyone.

If .. IF this was the last hour to world's end.

i would definitely talk to you.

i'll be quiet because there's too much to say

i'll say

i saw your face in the crowded place cause i don't know what to do because i'll never be with you

yes. it is a song

have u ever felt sad whenever u listen to any song?

well, i do.

have u ever feel so special to someone and suddenly they just left u hanging out there. Then u acted like you don't give a damn but actually you do.

Have you?

this thing in my head is seriuosly affecting my year

my pmr year

P.M.R.

seriously STOP TELLING ME ABOUT FUCKING PMR.

I KNOW .

ranoutofsaliva4him

>>>>>>>>>

cause we only have one life, the timing and the moment will seemed so bright

so would you say you're mine - the ready set!

yo peeps

I'M SO STRESS

what if i got some stress cancer or something?

erhmm even if it don't exist?

shyt! im so fucking addicted to him

sad to say..

he may gonna replace my taylor

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oh6Oz-L156c

His face is just woah woah~

he's just hot and cute in the same time.

holy cow arghh

"fang xia"

why why why

why this year?

9th tomooroww :S

pffft...

im tired of PMR

im tired of activities

im tired of studies, EXAM, stuffs i need to take care off

erhmm

at least i wont think of the pass?

well,

yeaaaa maybeee..

well

maybe not.

urrggghh!

i hate this

fuuuuhhh relax michelle

shut up and do your homework

stop being a bitch said myself

i guess i'm just gonna high5 to other girl who haven't "fang xia"

THIS IS CHEAP

i'm so cheap

i'm so fucking stress

uurrrrrghhhh!!

felt like singing

la la la~ ?

perfect nightmare by shontell

keep telling myself that it's not worth it

already know i don't deserve it but if it's for you

i don't mind hurting no way.

once again ,

i'm not born to be dump

i'm born to dump.

woots im a bitch

nahh joking. .__.

well, just short post.

not gonna online till after CNY.

langkawi here i come?

I PROMISE I WILL STUDY HARD AND PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS after chinese new year

I PROMISE I WILL STUDY HARD AND PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS after chinese new year

I PROMISE I WILL STUDY HARD AND PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS after chinese new year

I PROMISE I WILL STUDY HARD AND PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS after chinese new year

I PROMISE I WILL STUDY HARD AND PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS after chinese new year

I PROMISE I WILL STUDY HARD AND PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS after chinese new year

I PROMISE I WILL STUDY HARD AND PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS after chinese new year

I PROMISE I WILL STUDY HARD AND PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS after chinese new year

I PROMISE I WILL STUDY HARD AND PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS after chinese new year

I PROMISE I WILL STUDY HARD AND PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS after chinese new year

I PROMISE I WILL STUDY HARD AND PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS after chinese new year

I PROMISE I WILL STUDY HARD AND PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS after chinese new year

I PROMISE I WILL STUDY HARD AND PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS after chinese new year

I PROMISE I WILL STUDY HARD AND PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS after chinese new year

I PROMISE I WILL STUDY HARD AND PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS after chinese new year

I PROMISE I WILL STUDY HARD AND PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS after chinese new year

I PROMISE I WILL STUDY HARD AND PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS after chinese new year

I PROMISE I WILL STUDY HARD AND PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS after chinese new year

ciao peeps

BGR

hahah

6th time i changed my layout?

used half of my day to do it

because im darn bored

anyways..

today's scouts is coool
like me :P

erhmm

everything is coool

likeee

cycling

mamak-ing

pokemon -ing necklace

mister bean-ing

prank call-ing

walking?

ice-cream-ing

magee mee goreng-ing

sirap ais-ing

standing?

at the bike?

HAHAHA

good start huh?
of scouts pfft

this is not what happen every day

hah!

laid hands on alot of guys weh

today :S

hoho

felt like becaming form 3 already

sounds wrongg :X

sweet seredinity,

not sweet love

but sweet friendship.

yeeeaa

understands whats

" guys is every girls best friends"

i thought dog ?

hahaha.

night peeps :D

SoSIckOfLoveSongs by david archuletta

im not always retarded, im sometimes mooooooooodyyy *cow slang*

PMD,

what waste of time.

nonsense

and

bullshyt

i wanted to die at that moment.

made me curse throughtout the day

...

cool gang,

awesome.

staying back is not so bored after all

glad i met them

they made my day UNlifeless

yet

lifeless

YES,we did nonsense

realized i was the only form 3 girl

but

didn't noticed it

till now

ishh

im missing something?

or is it

something's missing?

hopefully tmrw scouts meeting will be fun

and hopefully ppl wont ffk me again.

Sorry for the moody post,

cuz im mooooooody noww. :/

what's with 2011?

ohh old photo huh? forgot since when i 'd actually enjoy raining anymore.

OH

i wrote 4th of january 2010 in my homework.

its 9th already.

omggggoshhh

why am i still circle the date 9th in my calender?

wtffff

he is laughing and having fun every second i saw him

but me?

wtff mann

im not born to being dumped man

im too pretty for this :X

not so pretty

but at least

im awesome?

yushh

hope i meet my new crush as fast as possible

hahah

maybe i already met him already

hahah

sunny smile he have

:S oh no.

i damn fat hao noww

nightsss peeps

btw taylor swift is awesomee :D

grenade by bruno mars

my blog is not meaningful, its my life that are sad and miseryy pfft :)

the fun part today is not during scouts. is after scouts.

in petrol eng GANG. PL: cassie, APL: tai kang!

hah have fun talking with a guy that knows how to communicate with dogs.

now i know he knows how to comunicate with new members too.

actually felt awesome today, cant stop singing.

was like doing anything i like in scouts because after all im not APL anymore.

of course, yam cha with the cool gang makes me even cooleerrr.

get a lift from an older senior name sze jie,

realize that a Kancil can fit 7 person including the driver.

and there's alot alot of hairs inside that magee mee goreng hahah.

free of charge of magee mee goreng , thanks to xi liang. :D