A mystique post

Maybe i do tend to be hard on myself, especially on things like this..
But turns out, we did a fine job.
Not very good but it was our best.
can't describe how much i'm proud of them and also partly guilty that i literally almost gave up.. :(

Definitely something i would never do again next time..
#likeascout

confidence no more.

I always thought that everything can be done when i want it to be done,but this time i failed. People would probably say all this are just some pussy crying for some pussy thing. and honestly, it's just a small thing.
but yet a SIMPLE thing, i can't do it well.

If she's not a great leader, what does that makes me? I'm doing my part, but not good enough. Never felt this disapointed on myself before, basically because i never failed doing anything. For those who know me, i'm that kind of person that believe anything is possible. If you just put your heart into that "anything" and practice makes perfect.

It doesn't.

and i don't like people telling me what i can't do, so i would prove them wrong. but this time, i didn't just failed to do so, but it's even worse than i expected. At time like this, i just felt like quitting. Hoping i fall sick and fell down or whatsoever so i'm unable to continue this fucking thing

Guess things just doesn't work like this. we still have got to put up this show. For now, I can't believe i have to say that, i failed and i don't know if we can make it. You can call me kia su, but yeah. i can't accept failure. i don't know if i can come back up again just like i use to last time. the last time i post something in this blog.

They're right. we suck and that's it.