叛逆的我

这次的部落格，我用华语因为我觉得很酷。
咳， 最近真的很痛苦
我想我因该到了人生叛逆的时候了， 真希望这段叛逆的时候会快点过，我真的不懂要做什么了
在家里的时候，通常有父母的存在时我都会躲在厕所。

我觉得在人生已没意义了。
很想不再生存下去，我知道这种想法很笨， 不过在家里真得很痛苦。
所以我很想做一些很叛逆的事情，吸烟？*x) joking*
一些能让自己轻松的事情。
不过，想到一些还在意我的人， 还爱我的人， 和天主（我们的身体就是天主的身体，要爱护它像爱天主一样）。
我就不再想这些 吸烟这些笨的想法了。
离家出走？
并不是那么得容易， 我想过了
这样的年纪出做工，最多只是3百而已，难道要住别人的家吗？
还有一个很爱我的婆婆呢？
也许去做工可以吧？
常常他们都拿以后不卖我东西， 给零用钱的借口来威胁我
那以后我就去做工，用自己的钱，买什么都可以。
然后迟点再租一间房， 在别的地方住。
但这样要问过他们吧？你觉得可能吗？

为由可以做的事情就是躲在房里，等待上课的到来。
没想到躲在房里也要被骂。
我永远都是最霸俾的啦， 我永远是在你们心中最坏的孩子。
竟然现在你们尽和我说要离开这里。
那我还剩什么值得开心的？

guys.

love is sometimes a mess and heaven..
guys is hard to pleased
they are like babies
babies are cute but they aren't
babies have smells but they don't have either
babies hugs you for no reasons they hugs you for REASONS
LOL..
but there is one thing good about them
you need them when you have problems.
well or i can say need him?

migrate isn'y fun
though ipoh is fresh, no traffic jams, have dogs, not crowded
,nice foods, cheap things, awesome bungalow

and you can see cows in the middle of the road
or
you can lie on the grass and look at the sky
but ..
there will lots of things to miss ..

CALVIN, SOOK , NAT, MEL, YIK, AXEL? , 2G, CIK WAN, OTHERS FRIENDS , XI LIANG
well they cant survive without me! xD
right guys??

LOA

i hate it when im not having all the attention ..

LOA..

I realize how awesome MIRANDA COSGROVE is!

felt like buying her album-SPARKSFLY

another songs of hers- raining sunshine, disgusting, party girl and ADORED!

of course selema gomez is awesome too!

naturally!^^

not going to type the lyrics..lazy!

sparksfly

i hate it when im not having all the attention ..

LOA..

I realize how awesome MIRANDA COSGROVE is!

felt like buying her album-SPARKSFLY

another songs of hers- raining sunshine, disgusting, party girl and ADORED!

ish..

enrollment day, farewell, and ecorangers.

haiz..

it really felt awkward..

though were feeling sad and gonna miss that apl pose.

but well..

in the same time, felt so happy that im going to say good bye to___

coming 7.10 am in the morning,

pumping more than 10 in that particular day,

calling the members,

being scold and remembered that i squad down..(wtf)

lol..

wuh!!

free~

im not afraid

yesterday i actually miss one thing in the partner thingy.

me and khai liang

i dun care what you all say

what ewww

what disgusting

what ooh..his the one that what wat wat.

i know!

whatever kay.

bullshit!

now im gonna say out loud ..

i not scared of what you all say.

whatever things you said.

me and CALVIN CHEE KHAI LIANG!.

continue saying whatever you wanna bullshit.

yes.sometimes im allergic to bullshits.

but not now.

arrghh.fk you.

buddies

saturday again.

with classes.

thats the only reason i dun like saturdays..

now realized i had quite a number of friends and gangs

gangs

awesome ones: me and liang

crazy ones: me, saw, sook, fatty acid

kiddo ones: me, ju bhin, ashley, liang, zi ying, mindy, yin yuan, bi jun, yee qi, chew jean,

partner

cool ones: me and liang

rajin librarian ones: yong sinyik

serious ones: me and jacquelin(pl)

hot ones: me and saw

cold ones: sook

love pro boy: axel lee

fat ones: mellisa chan

expansive ones: saw and me

gossips girls: me and liang

hidden ones: me and liang

crazy ones: sook and saw

love pro girl: mel chan

love suck ones: sook