My ambition :B

I never had a dream before neither do ambition. thats why i think exam or PMR or all those studies are for and i really have no idea what i wanna do when i grow up. If i really have no aiming maybe i'll be an entertainer my studies aren't very good after all, perhaps singer or actress :B lets just say i'll go with the flow.

But. i can't just aim on that, because speaking honestly i think my acting and singing aren't exactly very good heh but there's nothing else i can do. No other talent .__. i just feel like i enjoyed entertaining people. hmmm

okay, when i grow up i wanna be like Taylor Swift singing songs that are very true, No no no. i wanna be like Justin Bieber, making everyone Fever me. maybe they have something called (kang fever) haha. No way im just joking, i wanna be like Arvil Lavigne! She's just too awesome.

Actually i don't really like her because of the song (girlfriend) now i super like her because of the video (complicated) .http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5NPBIwQyPWE She's pretty, punk, rock someone like Julia Sheer (Y) . Okay i'm dreaming now.. owh! at least i have dream now ;P

eh wait, what if i can't be like them? o.O erhmm maybe i just be some other normal ordinary woman with same old bored day everyday. okay, i'll just go with the flow.. :X i'm still going to take pure science! incase i can't have my dream come true haha

Im a busy human

i feel like dying!

calender filled with words until cannot see the date already

my grandma says i'm too overly sporting and nuts.

u think u're busier then me? well think again.

i have

church compulsory camp which my mom forced me to go. 17th to 19th May

scouts outdoor camp 18th to 19th May

17th june campfire night

31th may to 2nd June

29th April to 2nd may training camp for church youth committee they specially chose

sports day 30th April

not mentioning camp fire night preparation, carnival day, 2nd and 3rd training camp for youth committee, youth rally camp, and others maybe.. librarian AGM, PMR.

my concience says i have to quit one of it.. DEFINITELY NOT SCOUTS.

Im fcking perfect :/

I understand now.

true friends are people who thrust you and and u realized that they are true friends because they know u truly. Some just choose not to thrust you. so maybe if you are looking, oh well if since i'm a bitch, two faced, back stabber, perasaan, noob, sucker, idiot, fucking girl to you or anything else can u even garuantee u never do these kind of things? you're not fucking perfect. Fine then take me that way, i live for myself not for you

Its the climb

awkward awkward awkward awkward awkward and awkward

but I ..

got to be strong

Just keep pushing on, cause

there's always gonna be another mountain

i'm always gonna wanna make it move

there's always gonna be an uphill battle

sometimes i'm gonna have to lose

ain't about how fast i get there

ain't about what's waiting on the other side

motivation oh motivation,

stop this bullshit and bring me down.

because i dislike Lazzy.

***

what the hell? not again.

i don't need someone to called me an ego or bitch-person

because i'm not.

i understand the feeling of being hurt by someone u love

and i took a longer time to understand this

duan tong bu ru chang tong

it means short pain better than long pain?

well i don't really know how to explain this

but i seriously understand this now.

so i din't mean it okay?

because .. duan tong bu ru chang tong

so don't come and simply say that i'm an ego, lanci, action or what so ever bitch.

YOU DON'T KNOW ME so know me first before u judge me

i seriously seriuosly understand how it feels like

u know. being hurt by someone?

but this is life,

duan tong bu ru chang tong.

P/S : i realize i've been posting alot lately.. yeah i'm really "free", i don't have anything to do u know except kerja khusus, projects, PMR studies. okay okay, i'm gonna stop this___byeee

fucked up

... haaih

chinese hw + PMR + LOA kids + school + my height + jealousy +

made me feel like suiciding.

now what?

love? Fuck

i really miss the feelings of being comfort by someone,

anyone.

If .. IF this was the last hour to world's end.

i would definitely talk to you.

i'll be quiet because there's too much to say

i'll say

i saw your face in the crowded place cause i don't know what to do because i'll never be with you

yes. it is a song

have u ever felt sad whenever u listen to any song?

well, i do.

have u ever feel so special to someone and suddenly they just left u hanging out there. Then u acted like you don't give a damn but actually you do.

Have you?

this thing in my head is seriuosly affecting my year

my pmr year

P.M.R.

seriously STOP TELLING ME ABOUT FUCKING PMR.

I KNOW .

ranoutofsaliva4him

>>>>>>>>>

cause we only have one life, the timing and the moment will seemed so bright

so would you say you're mine - the ready set!

yo peeps

I'M SO STRESS

what if i got some stress cancer or something?

erhmm even if it don't exist?

shyt! im so fucking addicted to him

sad to say..

he may gonna replace my taylor

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oh6Oz-L156c

His face is just woah woah~

he's just hot and cute in the same time.

holy cow arghh

"fang xia"

why why why

why this year?

9th tomooroww :S

pffft...

im tired of PMR

im tired of activities

im tired of studies, EXAM, stuffs i need to take care off

erhmm

at least i wont think of the pass?

well,

yeaaaa maybeee..

well

maybe not.

urrggghh!

i hate this

fuuuuhhh relax michelle

shut up and do your homework

stop being a bitch said myself

i guess i'm just gonna high5 to other girl who haven't "fang xia"

THIS IS CHEAP

i'm so cheap

i'm so fucking stress

uurrrrrghhhh!!

felt like singing

la la la~ ?