" don't behave the same way because simply you can do better"
it's just so hard to not behave the same when it comes to injustice you know.
When being treated unfairly, can u just shut up and not say anything? when people punch you in your face because you've got an ugly face, can u just walk away and pretend that nothing had happened? or when you constantly get blamed on everything when you're just doing your part of house chores while your brother and sisters did none of it and still get the credits. Can u just keep quiet and continue doing it? When people backstab you for no reason at all, can you just stay low and let them be?
When it's totally not your fault at all but you get all the blames, and the worst part of this is that you have to resist your cursing, swearing, foul words that u really want to spit it out. just because you want to be better. simply because you know yourself that you are better.
Maybe sometimes this is just your life. you've gotta admit it and drop it. Do your part and forget everything else. In another way of phrasing it is that walk away from these fights/quarells. Pretend that it's nothing even when people just shove it up in front of your face.
Be a coward, a goodie girl. even when everyone else are against you. Walk away and let them be?
sigh. sometimes i just hope that i'm not better so i can do whatever i want.
Curse all i want, but i just can't. because i'm a christian and i can do better than this.
and guess this is what makes life tough huh?
